Hilal's Notes

It was a tough day when I needed a break I asked my boss can a take a leave. She appreciated the concern of taking a break. Well I was restless on the bed and started to wonder about the issues that were open and could not shut down. Then thought of the theory I learned to slowdown the heartbeat and neutralizing the thoughts. While I was in the meditation process, a common solution came as the final shut down process. Well I know its quite unusual to have a one solution to all, but I can guarantee that it is a real wonderful option to choose.

All we do in our lives while we live is mainly solving problems which arise on day to day basis. Most of the happenings are uncontrollable to us for many reasons. We cannot expect something to happen unless it happens.

When you look into thick jungles, we see animals feel things before it happens. Why do we humans do not feel it? Why cant we allow our senses to feel the threats and love that we are about to receive. One answer is that we do not care to feel it. . . We are too busy with our worldly desires.

Understanding the inner thoughts and loving yourself is an ideology which a lot of us have forgotten. The reality is that we do not consider the simple and sophisticated world we live in. We forget to take care of our selves but we keep bringing up our needs to have the secondary wants. Where we forget almost everything other than the work we attend to.

We are enslaved by the things we need. Then we complain about the difficulties without thinking of the great things we are bestowed with. The love we have from the day we were born. And the love we need to give into our souls through the nature. The love we tend to receive from the nature is within us.