Silence within nine six nine
Traffic of day lights lifts in the air, where everyone seems to be busy with some work. The life of a Maldivian family seems to be hectic and heavy to lift onto their shoulders. Daily work has been a must for every laborer of workmanship, while we see kids and young adults hanging around on the streets aimlessly. It is good to wonder why responsibilities and visions was not created or implanted within them. Is it their age? With the thoughts started time travelling within my mind of thinking “What did I do when I was a young adult at the age of 16-19?”
To express the true self I was quite busy finding out what is world about. What is there for people and what kind of activities are there for us waiting when we grow old? It is like treasure hunting for me. Knocking doors unknown and identifying what is not to be seen. Why people do this and that.
I started my life as a photographer where I saw images coming out of creativity, where it never has end. When I hang around I see beautiful pictures in quite unusual places such as mud, old ruins and within the daily life. Smiles and anger, caring and love on the faces of people. It like you see everything on a different perspective than what you really see. It’s more on trail and error style in taking the pictures. When I understood lighting and how well a picture can be captured, I have got more ideas till this date I am testing more creativity in everything I see. This made me quite busy in my daily schedules. Since what ever I see, I look for more than what it is.
Second was to choose a profession I kept wondering what maybe the best option for me. I wondered to join armed forces, I wondered if a government job would be interesting or would it be vocational training in some area which is interesting. Well I stuck my mind in the last one. I thought of my physics lessons and thought it is a good idea to learn what electricity is all about. Since the ground information I have gathered out in physics lessons I thought learning to see something you don’t see at all would help me develop my carrier.
I joined vocational training center in Male’ in an electrical trade course which first two months made me think what is this all about filing a piece of metal and shaping it without any technology. It was really a frustrating start but today I am happy I did it but that was to state frankly a block on my speed of thinking at that time. Going through the syllabus the trainers are quite qualified and I felt that I need practicals where I fortunately got a part time job in a workshop which is related to the field. It is more like giving a boost to your boring life being in with the slow not interesting speed of learning. Where I felt I was quite well appreciated in the start but which made my decision for being in the field of electricity is proved to be wrong. The experience has enlightened me there are frauds, corruption and undercuts to the real labor done within the atmosphere. I felt the profession which I thought would lead me into my future is just crap nothing but rich peoples pick pocketing. Here I lost the real flame to learn and proceed in the field but to identify how to over come rich and make things right.
This was the start of my present life with a goal of making labor happy through what I feel is educating people not be as greedy as what the rich are and till date I am still searching for the light and flame it in way that it cannot be dimmed by anyone.
If you kept going on reading till now I am sure you have seen quite a picture of my ages of 16 and 17. This was the age I took the turn to fight for people who is been tortured by the rich. It was my dream to develop people who have courage to face these difficult scenarios and manage through it. Where at the time has lot of limited resources.
I will have to give credit to people who have supported me unknowingly that I was in this path and still am going on. Where I have no regrets of anything what I have done or mistakes I did as a human being. As everyone would have taken turns which ones are not happy but I am sure I am on the right path.
The entire story line I am writing here while figuring out what may be the vision of today’s children. Where are they aiming themselves and I wonder if they have set goals.
I asked one of my aunties recently what her daughter will do after the school. She said when she finishes only that would be identified. Can’t we show these children who is coming out of school a path where they can lead their lives? Or do we have something which I do not know? Or is it again we are on an agenda of the rich, not let anyone have the scope of coming up who can beat them in business or being rich? After all of that is agenda I surely assume that is what will be happening.
What I have to say LOUD is that every one has the right to convert ones own life and see the future goals. Who ever who stops it shall be insane and shall be destroyed for good for the betterment of our society. Since civilization needs creativity unlimited, where life can be convertible to what ever dream one wants it to be. Time will lead them into reality show unseen yet.